Monday, November 15, 2010

I Don’t Want To Talk About It

I had a really, really confusing and frustrating experience today and I can’t get my mind to stop dwelling on it. It was the kind of thing that makes you question pretty much your entire plan for life, along with your own sanity. I am very glad that I have wonderful people in my life whom I can count on in such times, but I am also completely done for the night.

- 5 glasses of water
- 3 caramel chocolate chip rice cakes
- 1 cranberry almond granola bar
- 1 Mandarin orange
- 1 cheese scone with butter
- 1 mug eggnog steamed skim milk
- 1 piece of a chocolate pecan square
- 1 strawberry cereal bar
- 1 mug coffee with cream and sugar
- 1 apple fritter

- 1 hour and 25 minutes of walking completed in 3 outings (35 minutes long, 15 minutes long, and 35 minutes long)


  1. You do what is best for you Jen, nobody else, you are doing great stuff, we all stumble along the at me...

    Whatever happened, let it go, I have learnt only recently, to do what makes me happy, if I am happy my husband is happy and we live in a happy house. Don't wait as long as me to learn that lesson sweetheart.



  2. Hang in there . . . know you are loved & respected. This too shall pass.

  3. Sorry you had such a crappy, crappy day girl. I sure hope things turn around today. Don't question yourself. You've got a good head on your shoulders. Trust yourself and believe in yourself, just as I believe in you. Big hugs my sweet friend. :)

  4. Just remember: we never throw out the book completely. There are always good things you get to keep. Because you're wise.

  5. Sorry you had a bad day and experience. Hoping today is a better day for you.

  6. Is this turning into a suspense blog????

    I am not meaning to be cruel...but you don't even write like the same person anymore. I wish you the best.